First, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ruining the wonderful relationship we had.
I know you deserve better than me
I know I messed up
I wish every second that I could just go back and fix it, but that's not possible, and you won't let me fix it now so what else can I do? Nothing.
not everything is my fault. I know it all began with my stupid lack of judgment, but I can't take the blame for it all.
I miss and love you but I can't take anymore heartbreak.